See me now

This is hard seeing me, not me I was nor the me I want to be, but me. Just plain me, in my size, my skin, my clothes, me in all the evidence of the past five years of my life....

Accepting me so I can love me and than do things to honor me and put my first. So first I Forgive Myself. I accept me self and I will honor and work towards my self proclaimed goals.